The past couple weeks I have been up and down, as you can tell by my recent postings. I always seem to get this way in the spring, I'm not sure why, but I become very overwhelmed with life. Add to that the anxiety I've been feeling in relation to John, and I am a volcano just degrees from complete disaster.
Thursday night I went to dinner with one of my dearest friends, Rose. We have known each other for 17 years, since we met in daycare. She is one of the sweetest people I know. We try to get together as often as possible, she is getting married in a couple weeks. (Montana is the flower girl, watch for the post in May.) So Thursday we went to my favorite restaurant to watch the Canucks' first playoff game (which they won--yay!!) The restaurant is having a raffle for every playoff game, and I decided to enter it. For some glorious unexpected reason, I won a cruise! I cannot express how much shock and excitement I felt at that moment, and still feel today. I have to find out all the details still, but I have more than a year to redeem my prize. I have decided to go to the Caribbean, something I assumed I would never experience in my entire lifetime.
This news has given me something to look forward to, and something to work for. I would like to feel good about my body while on the cruise, so I need to get myself in shape. I also need spending money, so I have to think about getting another job. Luckily I have plenty of time to work it all out.
I still have not heard from John, so I am feeling a little low, and I don't know what to do about that. So I try to keep my mind off of it best I can.
Last night a couple good friends came over and I had a blast with them, we played Partini and had lots to drink. I was so giggly before I went to bed, it was fantastic.
Hopefully this week will bring happiness and messages, I will update if anything exciting happens. Happy Monday!
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