J'ai un Mal de Tête

I believe I have let my body get too stressed. There are too many hormones playing around in my body, and I'm plain wiped out.

I saw Dr. J. today, and she sent me for blood tests to check on my thyroid and hormones, and also suggested I go on birth control pills to regulate my cycle again. It's funny, I have always had an irregular cycle--which has its perks, I'm not going to lie--but after being regular for a year, my body doesn't seem to be able to handle missing a month. I took another test to confirm that I am not pregnant, and told Dr. J. of my plans to conceive. So, I should know the results of my tests in a few days.

I am exhausted now. I had a nap after work, I couldn't even do my usual after daycamp chores because I was so down. I am still tired, but I know I won't sleep tonight anyway thanks to my current bout of insomnia. Thank God for the Internet, although it does have its drawbacks: After discussing my incessant need for a pregnancy with my doctor, I went onto my Mommy Message Board and saw a lively discussion about the Duggar family and their hope for another child. People have differing opinions on this, but the fact that I have to read about someone planning their twentieth child when I'm not carrying even my second, is a bit much.

This weekend I will go spend the night with Princess Tahlula Raven Vampire Chick, A.K.A. DM, which I think will help a lot. I need to relax, have a (hundred) drink(s), and watch the kids play. I am also planning a trip to the beach, but we will see how it goes.

Aside from that I don't have much to report; the past few weeks have been dominated by my obsession, which I'm hoping will now ease a bit so I can concentrate on life.

To keep up with my quest to find super sperm, read my other blog My Hunt for a Baby Daddy. Now, back to our regularly scheduled blog.